twilight saga

8-8-08 day

To start off my day I woke up late as usual. Ha-ha. If I woke up early and went to school early, that only means one thing that I have some business to accomplish. Today, I am late in my first class but my professor didn’t confront me, for that I’m happy. Then, as my first class went on, an organization invited us to join and be a member of their organization. The organization is about God. Gosh! I don’t know what to do, if I will join or not. There was a question in my mind that contradicts and the other affirms my decision to join. The question was “Is this the right time?” My inner voice (got this from Paulo Coelho, an author) told me ‘this is the right time’ and the devil (pardon my words) was somehow reminded me of my past issue (didn’t get Visa, ouch!). I don’t know what to do. Then, some of my classmates joined the organization and that made me realized that I am not alone. I conclude that this is the right time. God wants me now. And that means now. Maybe through this organization I can learn how to accept things and be on the right path. My other reason was to meet new friends. Ha-ha. I want more friends but this time they were good people, servants of God, religious… oh I’m so excited to meet new friends closer to God and can also help me be closer to Him (God). I can’t deny the fact that I also thought of what the author Joshua Harris emphasized on his novel “I kissed dating goodbye” about the right place of meeting someone is in the house of God (organization like this). Blush (erased this one). Ha-ha.

As my day continued, I had a debate or should I say an argument with a classmate because we aren’t included in the debate (shy for my act). That made me conclude something that I should study more because on the past weeks I thought my subject was so boring. I’m just sitting, sometimes listening and the expression on my face showed my state (boredom). On the other side I was somewhat enjoying my hiatus (thanks to Chel for the word) state on that particular subject. Now, I’ll be back that means ill study more to participate on the discussion. Is that okay with me (myself)? Goshy! no because that means a lot of work, sleepless nights and eyebag (is my word ok?)… I am hell of a grammar conscious.

Then my favorite part comes to life. What? Ha-ha. I have my Twilight book one of the world-famous twilight series. I am so happy! DAMN! Happy for this book! I’ll start reading this one then the New Moon, second book, follows.

August 8, 2008 awakened me. I realized things that I should do. I made a commitment to be a member of an organization that promotes faith in God, for that reason alone I am happy, and to open my eyes and not to be lull. This day I’m going to read Twilight. Wink.

“Everything that happens once can never happen again. But everything that happens twice will surely happen a third time.” – a quote from Paulo Coelho.

From that quote all I can say is… Dare me not.

But then,

“I will not assert things that will contradict my principle”

Is that you? If yes (erased the words within this space). Listen to your soul!

New Moon

I now have the 2^nd book of Stephenie Meyer, the New Moon. From her renowned, spectacular and now a motion picture Twilight series. Twilight is an action-packed, modern day love story between a vampire and a human.

The first book, Twilight, was sold-out in Sm Manila, Sm San Lazaro and the National Bookstore Recto. I was so depressed. I need to have the first book!! Here is my latest photo with the famous Twilight series, the second book New Moon.

shadow and soul

man can easily see one's shadow compared to a soul..

but few were given the gift to see a person's soul, the light within that person

sometimes we only look at shadows..
but there is no light there..
only darkness..

so, it’s more important to look for the soul, not the shadow..
shadows maybe dark but fools crave for it.. it will hold u..
like darkness squeezing u tighter
and tighter..

i admire people who found their beloved soul.. their partner in life..
for they hold one true heavenly love..
for they chose their own partner soul than the other shadow..
for they see the light within their beloved,
not the darkness shape of a shadow.