River Piedra

A few hours ago I said this word to the special guy who made my days clear,
bright and complicated...
"Thank You".
That means saying the most sincere thank you ever.
Lol. beacause of him I was inspired.
Right now I am inspired by my dream. :)

I wrote this note because I remember the book of Paulo Coelho's
By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept. My beloved story of love.
Our short story might not came out to be like the best love story of that book
but I grateful that he finally came into my life unexpectedly and so damn fast.

I may trigger the wars :) but saying that after those arguments have ended
that the love decreases up to some point.
What? If you truly love a person love wont decrease because
true love is only meant to increase as days goes by. One point.

Then, there are doubts. Doubts came because of the feeling of unimportance.
I dont want to elaborate it. I think I deserve a man who is capable of handling
a relationship without a single doubt of how important am I to him. Second point

I must admit that I have been waiting for this that is why I said "Thank you".
He let me go. I had a glimpse of my fate before and I am rejecting that part before
when I met him, but now I guess it is hard to break fate when it means
that it is your only one way to happiness. :)

I still don’t know if we are really meant to be friends or if he is really the one?
But I am hoping that the next time I would go into a relationship
it is not just with a man who passed by "dumaan lng" in my life but
a man who intended to last forever, without him having a decreased love
after every arguments but a love that is more than a glass can sustain.


- Xanthe