why?

i get angry sometimes..
its so painful...
like i want to let it go..
let it flow, so that the pain would fade away..

but its too painful to face it..
more than once..
its like it was struck into ur face..
how sad i am..
how painful it was..

damn.. if cursing isnt enough
i think forgiveness will do..

im hurt.. damn hurt..
why people do things to hurt others?
let people feel down, depress...
or was it for her benefit or mine?

i hate dark souls..
but i can see light somewhere.
damn who am i to judge?

this burden goes within me..
time that i will never forget..
thanks to that one good soul..
he remind me of some light, the truth,
the most important thing in life was revealed...
thanks to him.
as if God talks to me..
then i realized that heaven is with me
the sky is crying... raining..

oh how i forgive that soul im angry with..
i forgive that soul..
may the reason be the right one..
that it was for my sake..

my heart cries up to now..
it doesnt have to do with ink..
the question is..
am i deserving?
people cant answer that..
for that reason God can only judge me..
ink wont do a thing..
but i am hurt..

the pain would eventually fade away
coz i forgive that soul..

"i fogive you"
"pinapatawad kita"

i only ask God for guidance..
to ease away the evil emotion within me..

What's up with the paws?

Heya! I’m so excited to see Mekmek tonight. I’ll post something about him and my other pets soon... Be right back after weekends... Enjoy photos of my beloved Mekmek.

Mayon Volcano.. Wow Philippines

I took this pic of Mayon Volcano, inside the bus, last Summer of 2008.
Bicol days.

Introductory

Gracias! Upon viewing my blog I would like to ask for some excuse for the errors I might omit. Honestly, I am not good in writing. I prefer to speak than to write. I don’t know if it has something to do with Math. Some people conclude that it is either you’re good in Math or English. You may say upon noticing my errors that, it may be obvious, I’m good in Math. But to correct that I’m also good in speaking English although I honestly admit for my uncertainties with regards to writing. I remember that China and Japan used to advocate the usage of their language rather than English but later on they discovered the significance of English language. For that reason I must try my best to compel with the rules of the world… English.

The things that I might write in this blog are some stuff regarding revelations from my day to day experiences, some things that I’ll learn from new novels, my latest gossips, and last but not the least this blog would save some space for the burdens that would come up in the future. Tears can’t be seen here but my heart will speak then that time tears can be felt.

I will also write some stuff in Tagalog, my native language. It’s easier to express one’s self without thinking about the errors that will arise.

The ending for this introductory part has now come. I would like to asked for another day from you to view once again this blog for the reason of lending me maybe a part of your time, curiosity or a piece of your heart to share and be with me to the upcoming transition of my personality into this never ending journey called life.

A special mention now called for Chel. Thanks mi amiga for the encouragement in bringing this blog into life. Gracias.