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At first I am scared to reach the age of above 20.
I’ll be officially 21 years old hours from now but it seems
that I am not even excited at all.
I search the net using this question “Why 21st birthday is important”
because it is so awkward that I am not even a bit excited,
anticipated nor enthusiastic about it.
I also search for the best gifts to receive, ha-ha.
I know what is the best gift to receive during birthdays that is – the gift of life.
I am so thankful for that to our dearest God and to all the saints in the world.
I can feel God is with me especially during bad times.
I can even appreciate God’s mysterious ways to make us realize Him.
Raining, for me, is God’s way of showing His sadness for the bad things that happened.
There are times when I feel that after having such an awful event, raining occurs.
That way I can feel how God is so sad for the expected or
unexpected turn of event into a bad, dark one.
For that I love Him, not only because I can feel Him but for His existence in my heart.
Even if the shadow of my past sorrows wasn’t totally erased,
I know that deep inside me reside the full-bloomed overflowing love for God.
And I know for the fact that the best gift is Life.
But I asked for more gifts from God because I know that the gift
would help me experience life at its fullest, make me stronger and independent,
gain some wisdom through travel, share my innermost thoughts, love people,
enjoy life outside my comfort zone and the greatest reason of all,
not that I want to be sound so dramatic but I want to complete my life,
a life with my mother.
Psychologically speaking I am an incomplete person because
I desire to experience life with a mother beside me.
But thank God I am not a weak person. I guess I am EQ high and IQ average.
I also have a strong soul to survive every problem that would eventually arise.
I also take the role of Big sister in the family he-he.
Exhausting yet fulfilling.
Today I am looking forward for tomorrow not because I can sense that joy and happiness
would prevail over the scared age-conscious me.
Gracias for reading my post. Bear with me coz I’m turning 21!
Gotta go to school now.. adios!
There will always be happiness at the end of every problem.
Every journey has its destination, it can end with happiness, fulfillment.
Don’t judge a person by his/her physical aspect; see his/her inner soul.
Ambiguous let people feel wronged
Could not find the evidence of loving each other
When should go forward, when should give up
Even do not have courage to hug
Ambiguous make people become greedy
Until waiting lost its means
Pity that me and you could not write out an ending
To put the regretful beauty
Only can accompany you till here
Afterall there are some disallow matters
Surpassing friendship still not reaching the love stage
The scenery in the distant location is going to rain
Should or should not cry
Thinking too much I still think of you
I feel very inconvincing
and starting to doubt
Is the person in front of me the same real you
Happiness is a process.
First, you should learn how to accept happiness.
You should be willing to accept the feelings/emotion that constitutes happiness. You are aware of things that will eventually happen for the sake of happiness. Happiness doesn’t mean for your own sake, it may be for the sake of other person in which in the end both of you will benefit the fruit of an action or decision, which is happiness, even if it means sacrifice, acceptance, big decision, unexpected event or darkness.
Second, don’t regret your decision to be happy.
For every action there is an equal reaction. This is the law of inertia. This law explains my point. Don’t be afraid to face every action that you have made for the sake of happiness.
Lastly, feel, enjoy and treasure your happiness.
A person may bring lots of happiness to you so treasure her/him. These can also bring happiness to one’s life; pets, things that you collect, food, internet stuff, friends, relative and most of all God our creator.
There is no one in this planet that can give miracles which may bring greater happiness to you except God. He can turn possible the impossible events.
I realized that greater happiness, the everlasting happiness is within my reach.
He is patiently waiting for my hand to hold.
He is waiting for us to be with him in a place where darkness is impossible.
Wherein there is light, there is a greater everlasting happiness.
There is smile for our soul.
-azureangelic
The best gift that I asked from God since 2005 is a visa, so that I could finally live with my mom in London. But since I wasn’t able to pass the interview last November 2005, here I am dreaming about this place for so long, that I almost give up. The alternative plan is to stay here in the Philippines and pursue a law career, to be a successful lawyer. But lately I find it too dull; to study for the straight 13 years of my life then another 4 years for law proper. I need to have a break, to experience life, to fail, to succeed, to know the essence of life.
Today is September 4, 2008. I am turning 21 on September 26, 2008. For the previous years of my life I am excited when the month of September comes because it means party, celebration, cake, ice cream, spaghetti and gifts. But right now I am not excited because I am in my 20’s already and that means 9 more years left for me to be 30 years old.
2005 was a memorable year for me because that year I cried a thousand times. That year I lost my faith. I can’t accept the decision of the embassy. I was so down. I felt so sorry for my mom because she sacrificed a lot and even expected me to pass the interview. She dreamed of having one of her child to accompany her during those hard times of living alone in London. That year my parents’ marriage was divorced.
I didn’t want this post to be so dramatic. I just want to post a photo of some of the fabulous places that I want to see if ever given a chance.
22 days from now and I will be 21 years old. Now, I am also asking God for these gifts.
This is my main destination. London.
I’m back to blogging.
Before I sleep (its 4:38am) I would like to share these 3 things that currently stuck in my mind:
1. 1.Never stop walking. Never be contented in your dull life. Enjoy life. Understand the essence of life. TRAVEL.
2. 2.Learn to understand things. Know your neighbor. Listen to others. Be open. Socialize. Communicate. LEARN A FOREIGN LANGUAGE.
3. 3.Don’t give up. Stand straight. Focus. Let God help you. There is always a way, a solution. Time can help solve your problem. BE STRONG.